TOHU

Mes ancêtres sont arrivés à Aotearoa[1] nom en langue maorie de la Nouvelle Zélande, à bord du grand waka[2] Arawa[3] après avoir navigué à travers le Pacifique Sud avec pour seuls guides les courants océaniques,les étoiles,le soleil et ce désir profond,cette force qui animent tous les grands navigateurs.

J'ai grandi dans ma ville natale de Taupo au pied du Maunga[4] Tauhara, un volcan endormi au centre de l'île du Nord. Pour nous, c'était la femme enceinte endormie car c'est ce que sa silhouette évoque. Enfant,je pouvais l'apercevoir depuis la fenêtre de ma chambre et je me souviens encore très nettement de l'immense incendie qui avait ravagé son sommet ouest. À chacun de mes retours à Taupo, je guettais son apparition et le voir m'apportait toujours du réconfort,le sentiment d'être enfin chez moi. Sa présence est devenue à tel point partie intégrante de mon quotidien qu'il a commencé à apparaître dans mes dessins et mes rêves. J'ai gravi le Tauhara à plusieurs reprises. Depuis son sommet, la vue panoramique s'étend sur le lac Taupo et vers le Sud sur les montagnes Ruapehu, Tongariro et Ngãuruhoe. Ma dernière ascension remonte à quatre ans et s'est révélée plus difficile que dans mes souvenirs. En m'arrêtant régulièrement pour faire des pauses, j'ai prié les arbres et les tuis[5] de me donner de la force,avant d'atteindre enfin le sommet où mon aml m'attendait patiemment. Le Tauhara était et reste pour moi un point de repère majeur.

Mont Tauhara, Taupo, Nouvelle-Zélande

À une vingtaine d'années, j'ai commencé à voyager.Je suis arrivé à Londres au début des années 90. Sans montagnes, la ville semblait relativement plate comparée à ma ville natale et la nuit, une brume orangée, fruit d'un mélange de pollution lumineuse et atmosphérique, masquait la lumière de la lune et des étoiles. Il était alors indispensable pour un voyageur  de cette époque d'avoir un guide"A-Z" pour se repérer, livre certes utile mais encombrant d'où mon idée de le consulter puis de recopier et dessiner un plan sur une feuille de papier. C'est ainsi que les monuments et les stations de métro londoniens sont devenus des points de repères efficaces pour me situer et m'orienter.  Ma quête de signes se poursuivait et parallèlement à réalisation de plans,j'ai appris à peindre des icônes religieuses orthodoxes. Ces icônes m'ont fasciné de part la portée de leurs "sermons visuels" destinés à guider les fideles car plus que de simples oeuvres d'art, je les concevais davantage comme des textes religieux à lire non pas au pied de la lettre mais avec la volonté d'en saisir le sens profond souvent au coeur du mystère.

Trente ans plus tard,j'ai quitté le Royaume Uni pour l'Europe réalisant ainsi un rêve de toujours : vivre et travailler dans une région où,jeune étudiant en art, j'avais admiré les oeuvres de grands artistes parmi lesquels Vasarely et Cézanne qui, à mes yeux ont marqué le paysage artistique.J'etais loin de me douter que je finirai par m'installer en Provence, région qui a revêtu une grande importance pour eux.

Le Grand Marges, Provence, France

C'est le Grand Margès qui m'a accueilli dès mon arrivée à Puimoisson. Cette montagne du Var présente une ressemblance frappante avec Tauhara. Fasciné, je l'ai peinte chaque jour pendant quarante jours en utilisant des pigments de Roussillon dans le Luberon. J'ai envoyé ces petites oeuvres aux quatre coins du monde à mes amis et mes proches. Un de mes cousins a suggéré que le Grand Margès était mon TOHU. En langue maorie,ce mot désigne un signe, un symbole,une marque ou un présage qui guide et oriente le chemin de vie.  C'est vrai qu'aujourd'hui le Grand Margès est devenu pour moi un point de repère,un emblème d'une grande importance,un point de référence. Depuis ma nouvelle demeure, je le contemple chaque jour. Il change fréquemment de forme et de couleur ,disparaissant parfois totalement pour ne réapparaître que lorsque les nuages se dissipent et que la pluie cesse. Vers quoi m'oriente -  t il ?  Je cherche encore la réponse mais pour tenter de mleux comprendre , de saisir où je me trouve,où est ma place, je continue à peindre et à dessiner des cartes.

Le Grand Marges 2026

[1] Aotearoa : nom maori de la Nouvelle-Zélande, signifiant “Terre du long nuage blanc”.

[2] Waka mot maori désignant une pirogue.

[3] Te Arawa : confédération d'iwi et de hapū (tribus et sous-tribus) maoris, et nom de l'une des pirogues utilisées par les premiers Maoris lors de leur migration.

[4] Maunga mot maori pour montagne.

[5] Tui : oiseau endémique ; les premiers colons anglais l'ont surnommé « l'oiseau-pasteur » en raison de son collier blanc.

Un grand merci à Thérèse pour la traduction.

TOHU

My ancestors arrived in Aotearoa[1] in the great waka[2] Arawa[3] having navigated their way across the south Pacific by the stars at night, the sun by day, the ocean currents and an inner desire and strength found in all great navigators. 

In my hometown of Taupo, Aotearoa, New Zealand I grew up at the base of the Maunga[4] Tauhara a dormant volcano in the centre of the north island. We grew up knowing her as the sleeping pregnant woman.  Her form resembling a slumbering figure on her side.  I climbed Tauhara a number of times where at her summit there were panoramic views over Lake Taupo, towards Ruapehu, Tongariro and Ngāuruhoe mountains to the south. Tauhara was and is a significant landmark.  As a youngster I had a direct view of her from my bedroom window and have vivid memories of a great fire that swept up and over her western summit.  When I travelled away from Taupo I would seek her as I returned. When she came into view there was always a sense of reassurance and being close to home.  I was aware of her every day and she started to appear in my drawings and my dreams.  My last visit to Tuahara was four years ago where I decided to trek to her summit. The climb was more difficult than I remembered. Stopping for regular breaks I prayed to the trees and the tuis[5] to give me strength finally reaching the top where my friend was patiently waiting.

In my late teens and early twenties I started travelling further afield.  Arriving in London in the early 1990’s it was necessary for all travellers to buy an A-Z guide to find their way around. After a while though it became annoying to carry a bulky book so I would often check the guide and then copy and draw a map on a piece of paper.  This worked sometimes.  London landmarks and underground stations became more effective indicators of direction and whereabouts.  There were no mountains and the city seemed relatively flat in comparison to my hometown. At night star or moonlight was often blocked out by an orange haze , caused by a mix of light and air pollution  But my search for signs continued.  As well as drawing maps, I studied and learnt how to paint orthodox religious icons.  Understood as religious texts more than art I was captivated by icons and the significance of these “visual sermons”, created to guide the faithful.  I was taught Icons are to be read like religious text, not literally but with a desire to seek deeper understanding, often in the midst of mystery.

Thirty years later I left the United Kingdom for Europe honouring a life-long dream to live and work in a part of the world where as a young art student I had read the stories and loved the art of so many great artists.  Two being Victor Vasarely and Paul Cezanne. Both being significant map creators in my mind.  Little did I know I would end up in a region so important to both.

Le Grand Margès greeted me upon my arrival in Puimoisson.  A mountain situated in the Var department, Provence, France she bore an uncanny resemblance to Tauhara.  Enamoured I painted a view of her every day for 40 days using pigments sourced from Roussillon in the Luberon, and sent each small scene to friends and family around the world.  My cousin suggested Le Grand Marges was my Tohu, a Maori word meaning a sign, symbol, mark or omen guiding and directing me in my life journey.  Le Grand Marges became a sign-post, a landmark of significance for me. From my new home I look out towards her every day.  She often changes form and colour, and sometimes disappears completely before reappearing when the clouds lift and the rain stops. What is she pointing me to?  I am still trying to answer that question but to try and seek some understanding, a sense of where I am, where I belong, I continue to paint and draw maps. 

[1] Aotearoa the Maori name for New Zealand meaning “Land of the Long white Cloud”

[2] Waka a Maori word for canoe.

[3] Te Arawa a confederation of Maori iwi and hapū (tribes and sub-tribes) and the name of one of the canoes   that early Maori migrated in.

[4] Maunga , Maori name for mountain

[5] Tui, native bird.  Early English Colonialists named it the parson bird due to its white collar.





A HIATUS AND A CELEBRATION.

In October 2020 in between Covid lock-downs I upped sticks and moved to rural Provence, France.  I had been holed up in London during the pandemic. I was staying with friends as I had previously given up my accommodation with plans to move to France after I had finished travelling in the U.S and Canada. All plans quickly ended when borders started closing as the virus spread.    My long held dream of living and working in the E.U had been significantly impacted years previously by the Brexit referendum and so this move was my last chance to settle in the E.U before the door was well and truly shut even in the midst of a worldwide pandemic.

A friend offered accommodation in Puimoisson a little village in the Alpes de Haute Provence. A charming and rustic village surrounded by lavender fields, mountains, rivers and lakes. A week after my arrival both France and the U.K went back into lockdown and here I have remained ever since.

Within 3 months of my arrival I bought a little house in the village which I have slowly been renovating.  I also became ill with a mix of physical and mental exhaustion, pain and muscle tension and an awful explosion of tinnitus.  My journey with the French National Health service began. Over 5 years later I have managed to settle into a routine in-between bouts of further ill health including a cancer diagnosis and the death of my mother, other family members and a number of dear friends. Not surprisingly my creative output dwindled but I did manage to scratch out enough time and energy to work including completing a large commission for St Paul’s Cathedral Melbourne.

The Baptism

Egg Tempera and gold leaf on canvas

H 200 cm x W 320 cm (triptych) 2 x panels H 200 cm x W 80 cm 1 x panel H 200 cm x W 160cm

Saint Pauls Cathedral, Melbourne, Australia.

2024

Last year I also oversaw the conversion of my attic into a new art studio with incredible views over the Valensole plateau towards Le Grand Marges, a mountain that stirs many memories of Mount Tauhara, a mountain I grew up at the base of in Taupo, Aotearoa, New Zealand.

Le Grand Marges

Today my health is improving and my creative output is slowly gaining momentum. My French is still terrible but friends in the village are a great encouragement. Regular 3 monthly tests for cancer will continue for the next 3 years until I receive the all clear. The French Healthcare system is very thorough! 

Recently I was heartened to learn of the “3 Mothers” being installed in their new home at Lambeth Palace, London.  The new Archbishop of Canterbury, the Rt Revd and Rt Hon Dame Sarah Mullally DBE has been a wonderful support and for this I am grateful.

  

3 Mothers Triptych